Oh, Happy Cloud...

Oh, happy cloud, we are but wisps in this space. We are floating above everything, smiling from ear to ear, dancing free together. My heart is singing and I never want it to stop. This feeling is amazing. It feels like I've been traced in sliver and you hold me above it all. Safe in your arms, in your thoughts, and in your heart. Oh, happy cloud, don't let me down.

So my mood today is pretty readable I guess.

I feel set free, held together by a very thin silver ribbon... So much has happened to set my life in motion. I'm moving through my hoops and over my mountains like the conquering queen of them all.

Okay, so here's my list of things. They're probably in order but I can't keep them in line all the time. A dash of chaos never hurt anyone.

Paris is for sure. The money stuff came through and my plane ticket is being ordered. Yes, I'm going into debt but at least I'm doing it with my own flare for fun. At least I have these opportunities to show my growth and I'm not held back by the lack there of. I'm actually really lucky and I can't express the gratitude I have in my heart for every single opportunity.

The fashion show I'm in has a date finally, but I unfortunately don't have a time for it. April 7th is the date they gave me. I don't have a theme either but I did get some amazing red pumps for $20 that I'm excited to wear. We've been having practices on Tuesdays and Wednesdays and I love them. I love the confidence I get from them and I love the high they leave me with. Not to mention the friends I'm making!

I'll keep everyone informed as far as the time and place because I'd love to see you there!

We had a French House dinner Thursday. It was bogus and I was not happy. People, this is the French House, we speak French here and if you don't want to even try to speak in French or try to understand French then you have no right being there. I was actually pretty frustrated. Then the fondue pots stopped working and the outlets were not conveniently placed and it was chaos for a bit. I mean, yes we as a house got things together but things weren't going our way for a bit. The chocolate part left me wanting to kick myself for giving it up but I walked away and kept my composure.

I went out to dinner Friday with my friend Taylor and it was seriously a highlight of my week.One of them at the very least because there were a good number. Taylor always knows how to turn my night or day around. She's one of those people that just make you smile no matter what mood you're in. So it was great to laugh with her and just chat like the world didn't really matter in those moments.

Uncle Dave and Mary came to BG on Saturday and spoiled me rotten. We ate at Trotter's up town and had some great conversation followed by a trip to Kohls and Meijer in Perrysburg. It was good to be out of the Rapunzel act I was playing by locking myself in my room (the tower) for the weekend. They decided that I needed good munchies so I'm thinking that it's safe to say that I'm stocked up for a while as far as snack food.

I did however forget laundry detergent so I guess I'll still have to get the courage to ride my bike to a store and get some.... It's just so cold that I've put it off until the absolute last moment.... and now I'm out.... Somehow I still have dryer sheets though.... It's like this box was designed by the creators of the Tardis and then shoved full of dryer sheets. I've had this box of dryer sheets for almost 2 years now.... isn't that scary?

This morning the universe decided to grant me the strength to let go of someone who I couldn't keep in my life. He had a place in my heart and tossed that aside but now I'm freeing up that space. I was sad for a bit that it had to end like this but he wasn't going to get me back. He couldn't put in the time it would take to win me back and he didn't understand how it felt to be ignored.

Anyway, I've moved on. I replaced that space with someone who has been my friend for a long while.

For the record, eating starburst and pretzels is not a good idea...

The Brit is coming back in a week and Cassi's birthday is super soon. Two weekends until we're partying it up in BG and having an amazing time. It will definitely be memorable.

So a great ending to this week and on to the next, anticipation of the fun ahead, fluttering inside of me.

I hope everyone feels like this at least once in their lives. It's worth feeling.

Blessed Be